night studies always seem to pass damn fast. it's like. we can spend 5hrs there. and do practically a full paper? hah. yeah. no la maybe some markings too. haiyah. just feel tt i cant really do much there. but i like doin my stuff there. gosh. wad to do man.


wasnt in a very gd mood at home. bro is sick. fever. this is worrying man. he's goin to brunei this coming friday. for almost a mth? i cant bear the thought of him actually leaving for so long. what's more's tt i know he's definitely goin to suffer there. he has been telling me abt all the incidents tt happened to those "unlucky" ones. they either drowned or just go missing. said tt they'll be put in grps and try to get out of the jungle(which is much much bigger than our pulau ubin). armed with only a compass and their dont-know-call-wad baggage. it's really dangerous. i dont know if he's getting some symptoms or what. fever and feeling unwell all over. i hope he'll be fine and get over it man! i know he will! *praying*


and for tt person. it's not tt i wanna flare my temper. ur dottings are really irritating. and im in no mood for tt. esp today. i hope for nth else but my bro to get well and ready before departing on friday. argh! this is driving me crazy. although i do admit sometimes i hate him. but seeing him in this state just makes my heart aches. i cant stop worrying! he'll be okay. he'll be okay. he'll be okay. he'll be okay. will miss him dearly.